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foreplay:

These voices won't stop.
I used to talk to myself but now I have a woman do it
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I'm often asked "Hey!"
"How do you stay sane with all the insanity surrounding you?"
or
"How did you know I was ovulating!"

My answer is always the same ...
"They went that way"

Another thing that seems to be on everyone's' mind is
"How do you love more than one woman?"
The obvious answer is to line them up on the sofa and invite your friends
I have other ideas too for those interested in more probing study

As we expand I'd like to broach the theological implications of successful communication
How many soulmates are there?
Is # 973 the one for me?
Swallowing: proper bedroom etiquette or biblically ordained teaching?
and other burning questions the answers to which if not crucial to spiritual growth will entertain and amuse your friends and make you popular at parties.

The thought is Holy.
If you've ever had an original one then you're Einstein or Hawking.
Let's just say it appears possible once you get over the ones that aren't your own.

Lust means strength

Look it up

PainSt sites are down till I finish moving.
Freeservers.com seems like a nice new home.

Magick for the profane
dancing for your pleasure ...

Devil's Ass, Trial of Fire, Comfort Zone, Innocence
It's all about you.




Devil's Ass

I kissed his ass at midnight
She skipped the pyramid
Devined the future at hand
Promised land destiny interned
Locked souls memorized
Dancing dreams

I fight weakness
Born of helplessness in revival
I've lived too many lives for this
She skips the pyramid and sings
The sun peers through my window
Destroys the diamonds


Trial of Fire

There are no sacred cows
Things have no value
beyond the energy they can store

I have no interest
in confusing your destiny
My vision is of birthing the sun
and dancing like
it is the end of times
which it is

Here is the procedure:

Vocally reject the lesson
Karma, destiny, your schedule
whatever you call it
Now, don't die
You may want to
Decide "no"
for any reason
Make something up
Assuming you're still here
dedicate all that is left
to God
your god, my god
any god
Call God what you will
Give him any name but your own
Ok

Now throw out some old shit
Pretend like you really mean it
Wash off the dross
Take a shower
something like that

The time from declaration of independence
to certain absolution varies
less than a year - more than a season
Perhaps you're already here

Notice what you notice
These aren't random events
They are messages from yourself
to yourself
impressions, omens
cool shit
everything

Purposely move
away from the light
This is crucial
If you be drawn to the light
like the moth in the night
you are not a master
It takes time
Try again

Now that you're here
with me
notice the energy
flowing in patterns
There is no separation

So, what is it that
we're really about
multiple consciousness
in this basket of energy

and when we agree
will we know
that you are me?


Comfort Zone

Dream thoughts reach
Through infinity to touch
The essence you offer up
To meet me in ritual
Dance of spirits
Released from binds
That restrict the body
United in writhing passion

Nothing beyond understanding
Endures the trial of fire
In splintered groups of
Mechanoids who found their side
And serve the master
Of germinated seed
Lack the resolve
Of superfluous commandos
Hired to rub the truth in deeper
Get it way in there under the skin

Needle
Relentless pursuers raving
Reestablish control over
The abode of spirit
Recompressed to
Grind the truth in deeper

In the way
Not to be part of the dream
Came not from the pool
Of imagination's depths
But from the now opened hand
Of the griffin winged angel
He comes when all leave
The house of the ego which
Cleansed and sanctified
Becomes the House of the Lord

The anomaly uncommonly expressed
Returns to the point of departure
From pristine essence that begs
Devastation with its virginal purity

That's when the smile came again
Ruled in paradox
The dream was more than the
Arrangement of neurotic reactions
To stresses unharnessed and
Resurrected to bleed

Recommence
Redundancy struck me in humor
Lost the way one more time
And yet another turnoff leads
To yet another dead end

Ways of varying organization
Leave no room for attitudes
Of disorganization and chaos
The mother of all of us who
Are whore under the sun

The mind became detached
And I was able to glimpse the
Umbilical track that linking me
To the universe fed and nurtured
My very existence

The lost spirits were ghosts of the past
Not ones linked to me karmicly
But still more than willing
To do bidding of one in
Possession of what they
All want ... even crave
Pain is what life is
Unmistakable proof of existence
While imprinted attitudes and perceptions
Dress the House of the Lord
In the ways of comfort


Innocence

We're all pure
and guilt an illusion
we use to manipulate
each other
eat of good and evil
and become sin
purging judgment to
restore innocence.

***
Elijah enFieri

God bless us, everyone!



Elijah brings the law down
from the mountain

Elijah enFieri aka: PainSt or AdamAnt
Elijah enFieri aka: PainSt or AdamAnt

Elijah enFieri aka: PainSt or AdamAnt around the web is a legal alien from Jupiter our sister planet, born on Orion and now makes Chicago his home. An unwilling prophet of the androgynous God Abraxas and Pearl Picking Piper of Piscis during his more or less lucid moments, Elijah used to dream of one day taking part in a mass suicide with his fellow disciples around the world but after extensive reprogramming he's again starting to recognize members of his family when they visit the sanitarium. He's perversely turned to dispensing questionable investment advice with remarkable results disproving the old adage "bulls and bears make money but fools never do"

Forsooth last months advice:

Telecom equipment stocks some 80% off sticker price
(Motorola, Tellabs, Nortel, Lucent)
Biotechnology has the drugs for what ails this economy :)
(Amgen, Enzone, Imunex, Atrix)
Pfeizer and Ely Lilly are no pushovers in the good drug category either

If you listened you're up about 50% for the month or 600% annualized. put that into your fund and smoke it. Now sell everything, buy gold and bury it in the back yard

(Elijah has eaten enough so stop sending food. )
A professional woman abuser in his younger days, now 43 he finds himself worshipping at the vaginal mound passing idle hours offering relationship counseling with his simple "Dump him - Dump her" program and channeling voices from beyond. His poetry is an inside view of the demented ideas which threaten the very fabric of our society.


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